Time and finals week.

It's a beautiful thing, to wake from a black and white haze. I felt for a while like things meant nothing, like there wasn't beauty anywhere anymore.

But then I saw it in you.

HA! Just kidding, kidding. No, but I suppose I just woke from it all at once this morning. I started thinking like I used to, knowing like I used to. It's okay to trust people. It's alright to help people.

I really really love people, as much as I tend to dislike individuals. Although people may be inherently bad in the end, they always have good qualities.

Maybe I shouldn't be so afraid of talking to someone new. I mean, although I am different than many others, most people are still just as afraid of new social interaction anyway.

Here we go! I'll try to be a bit braver, but I can't say how much it'll pay off.

Also, as much as I like to attribute strangers with great qualities, --I don't know them--. I mean, maybe I'm always wrong, but at least I might be right. It really doesn't matter to me if they're awful people, because they are who they are, and in the end, all you can do is accept them or avoid them.

And as much as I may try to see it another way, we're in the final stretch for exams, but I still feel like I have infinite time.

Goodnight!